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Hello everyone-- I need some objective advice. I'm assuming quite a few of you have read "confessions of a mask", my ex-boyfriend told me to read it to understand him better. But let me go back, we were two crazy kids abounding in love, both of us having out own special neurosises. He went to the windy city for college and I in the mile high city. After about 3 months i was going mad without him I couldn't hold myself together and i know it was a somewhat mutual psychologically tormenting parting. I finally broke it off with him assuming that i may get along better to start anew. I told him a concoction of lies hoping that it would make the break less hard (stupid girl right?) Anyway, i did go on and grew and learned a lot obout myself as a person, sober for once. And i met a new boy. this new boy recently proposed to me although we wouldn't be married for a least three years. Contenplating his proposal i went back home and surprisingly my former love was also in town. I met him and a flood of emotions rushed back (at this point we had not seen or spoken to each other in almost 2 years). I wanted nothing more than to hold his hand and breath in deep his scent. With him i was content. he is the only one i ever seriously contemplated marriage and children however knowing that would make his bones shudder. I recenly asked him if we could ever be together again and didn't recieve a very direct answer. He told me to wait for the holidays. It puts me in a rather demeaning position however i really don't care. In the same reply he told me to read "confessions of a mask" saying that i am not Sonoko and he is not the narrartor. Seeing past the sexual orientation of the narrator i can see many parallels with us but it is all still ambiguous to me. Can anyone give me some postmodern advice for a postmoden girl with a heavy heart?
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From:my_valentine
Date:September 15th, 2004 01:12 am (UTC)
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hi fellow boulder dweller
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Date:September 15th, 2004 06:17 am (UTC)
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Im a fresh 18 year old who takes cosmotology at Boulder Tech
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